PORKCHOP SANDWICHES!

Today has been relatively chill compared to the weirdness and emotional stress of the past 5 or so days. There's a lot of weird thoughts in my head. So many emotions that are really stressful to deal with...yet I know that I need to be careful not to take on too much of others' problems. I'm an extremely helpful person but there's still a lot of things that I can't do FOR people until they work at it themselves. I'll be there when I get asked for help.

I've been to the YMCA 4 times in 7 days. That is something I am proud of. It's good seeing my friend Ramon at the Y...he's this older gent who is ex-military and very into exercise...I always figure if a 60-yr-old guy can haul his ass there 5-7 times a week then I should get off my 25-yr-old ass and do it as well.

Gabe's New Year's bash was great...we all dressed up in nice schmancy outfits and took a million hilarious pictures, which were possibly lost from Gabe's memory card. That would suck, because Tyler's moved back home and those were definitely some of the funniest pics of him ever. Plus the pics of Gabe and Emily funneling champagne through those Happy New Year cardboard horns probably would have made the both of them famous or something. Maybe Gabe will coax the pictures out of non-existence. We'll see.

I sent in a resume/CL today! for a JOB! It has been TOO LONG since I saw anything I was even remotely interested in. Wish me fucking LUCK.

I am going to spend the evening ripping and burning a shitload of albums. It's time for comfy clothes and some quality summer time...